Detransitioner regrets surgery, blames woke docs: ‘I was brainwashed by the trans community’

A detransitioner named Shape Shifter claims he was “brainwashed” by the trans community, exploited by woke doctors, and regrets having his penis removed because he mistakenly believed he was a woman trapped in the wrong body.

He felt pressured to have gender reassignment surgery and it has had catastrophic consequences for him.

The 32-year-old lives in Massachusets but he grew up in a Muslim country in the Balkans where being gay was taboo. Somehow, he thought becoming female would finally make him feel happy about himself. It didn’t.

Fenway Health in Massachusetts gave Shape Shifter a referral letter. He asserts they have been taken over by biased pro-trans activists, according to the Daily Mail.

(Video Credit: The Blaire White Project)

Dr. Sherman Leis of The Philadelphia Center for Transgender Surgery performed the surgery on him. Shape Shifter was in his mid-20s at the time when this happened in 2015. Not long afterward he realized he had made a horrendous mistake. It dawned upon him he was actually a gay man who enjoyed being feminine but it was too late. The procedure is irreversible after removing the penis and creating a “neo-vagina.”

He now suffers from osteoporosis, scoliosis, and a “vagina” that his body interprets as a wound and constantly tries to heal. Not to mention mental problems that include depression and a reduced sex drive.

Shape Shifter still presents as a woman with long hair, nails, and makeup. He asserts that men like him need to be encouraged to feel comfortable in their femininity, without feeling pressured into medically transitioning.

In a lengthy interview with Blaire White, who is transgender as well, he described his gender-bending transition.

“I was happy maybe for a month or two but then got even more depressed after surgery. My neo-vagina started constricting. I thought I was going to spread my legs and get f****d and that never really happened after I gave away my penis,” he carped.

“I was online telling people how depressed I was. A lot of people thought it was because of the surgery… but I had no energy, I was so lethargic, I had brain fog, and no sex drive at all. I then found that all the tranny-chasers stopped following me and I was competing with other women for men,” Shape Shifter stated.

When asked what it was like to “miss your penis,” he responded candidly.

“I just wanted to have my surgery and then blend in and complete my transition. When I started taking testosterone I had no sex drive. I went from enjoying sex to avoiding it,” he confessed.

“I miss just being an average dude and obsessing over sex, money, and my career. It sucked being heteronormative and doing the whole emotional thing. Now I feel like a man trapped in a woman-lookalike body,” he explained. “I will never be able to get my penis back which is extremely traumatic for me. I want it back and I can’t. Sex is traumatic for me now because I’ve had botched surgeries.”

Shape Shifter even dreams about having a penis again.

White asked him how difficult it would be for him to revert to being male.

“These detransitioners regret the surgeries and then because they’ve got the surgeries they’re seen as like an enemy by these activist doctors and then they can’t even get help to revise the surgeries because trans surgeons hate detransitioners,” White posited.

“Pretty much,” Shape Shifter agreed.

“What they don’t tell you is because they’ve labeled them as difficult patients but even beyond that, the one thing they don’t tell you is once your first surgery didn’t go right and second one didn’t go right, after a while nobody wants to touch other surgeons work because they don’t want to attach their name to a complicated case. Every time you go in there is more scar tissue and more complications,” he commented.

“Looking back I don’t think my mind was able to comprehend what was happening. Even when I was a woman, I only knew what it was like to be a man on estrogen. And now I can’t go back to being a traditional man,” he remarked.

Because of the surgeries, Shape Shifter will have to take hormones for the rest of his life. He claims he feels like a medical experiment gone horribly wrong.

“One of the biggest mistakes is because I went to Fenway Health. A lot of their staff is LGBT and one of my therapists was trans as far as I know. Initially, I thought it was good because she would understand me but now looking back she was biased. You know it’s kind of an activist hospital in a way,” he said.

“I f****d up my life, I could have been so much more,” Shape Shifter sadly stated.

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